Here we go… again.
I wish I was better than this. I wish I was not scared out of my mind. I wish I knew the outcome now instead of in 2 months. I wish, I wish, I wish.
But, instead I am here feeling like a frightened little puppy.
I got a call today letting us know that another birthmom in Utah picked us. This agency’s rules are different than Alabama, and a little more difficult (monetarily), but we are hesitantly excited. It is a little girl, and the birthmom is planning on having the baby on the 25th of February. (I am not sure if it is a c-section or inducement).
We are very cautious…. which is so different than the first time around, and even the second time around since the baby was already born. We have a month and a half to prepare our hearts and minds for whatever comes at us with this baby, with hope at the forefront.
Well friends, say a little prayer for the birthmom, for us, but mostly for that baby, that she ends up in the absolutely best place possible.